* nat's tales

2011-11-23T16:30:00.001+08:00

2011-03-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

2010-04-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

Heyy!

I just finished watching the Japanese Movie "Dive!!" WOW. Elegant, graceful divers/actors. cool or wad! Woots! I borrowed the movie from eazy video. Really enjoyed the show. They would probably be able to make their mark if they really trained to become divers and represent their country. Just Awesome. :)

Its a new week now. This is probably my 5th week holidays?! Time seems to pass so slow i want it to pass quickly so school will start soon. I am really really excited to learn the new modules this semester.

It may be tough with all the maths calculations, concepts and all but i want to do my best for this semester and the next coming few to boost my GPA. i can and will do it. With determination, i will succeed with also the right attitude.

I'm also really glad that some of my juniors managed to get into the Polytechnic. Good for them! Although i know that they'll have problems with poly life adapting and such, i have no qualms that they will make good fun with their new schoolmates and no problem with presentation skills. I've seen them grow, and they have opened up since. Really happy for them.

Its just like me when i was my super quiet self in the past. Whenever people asked me out for outings i would reject them because i felt that i will be left out. But now, its different! Go have some fun. You work hard, you play hard! Thanks to my friends too for all the support i got from them. I have really really good friends, people who accept me for what i am, no matter what i do, they'll be there and not back stab. They know who they are.

So everyone, here's a hint of advice for you. Always be yourself and do not take advantage of people. Your friends are not dumb. They'll be able to know of how you back stab and it'll go one round where you will be back stabbed instead. Cheers.

Have a great week ahead friends!!

2010-04-02T16:21:00.003+08:00

Hmmm blogger has been pretty nasty lately by not allowing me to post anything that has been happening the last few days. It's finally decided to let me in to blog right now.

Happy good Friday everyone! It is a public holiday for all so enjoy yourselves! I'm supposed to be enjoying myself now too with my family but big bro went out, Alma went out too, parents wanna go to bed and I'm feeling really bored right now. If i had known, i would have chosen to be with my friends too..

Oh wells, life is unpredictable.

I've been wondering a lot lately. I find that i have a lot of uncertainties in my life. I ask myself a lot of questions. Whether I've been making the right decisions, whether I'm on the right path, whether i really wanna become a teacher or a psychologist, whether i am really doing the right things in my life.

I know definitely for sure i have really really good best friends, and they know who they are. I have a really good buddy, and really good close friends and i really enjoy being with them.

I miss Godma, She's been busy and whenever she's free I'm not so we haven't been hanging out for lunch and all. I hope she's doing well in her new department and i wish her all the very best! :)

So everyone, all my friends who are currently on holidays. Enjoy while you can before the new semester starts :) Cheers!

2010-03-30T14:35:00.003+08:00

I haven't been using my laptop much these last few days. I usually use my laptop until there's no batt left and then i'll just switch off the laptop. Don't wanna be using it too much.

Okay, so lets see.. yesterday i watched two movies rented from Ezyvideo. Twilight and 14 Blades. Both were very very good shows. I enjoyed it, ended up sleeping at about 3am last night. whahahaha.

There's still other shows i wanna watch up on, but i'll take it slow. haha.

So today is yet another day, i woke up at 2pm, i dont know why. LoL super duper tired. woke up and went back to sleep like a pig. Gonna be spending my day watching another rented movie and reading up on some books.

Cheers everybody have a great day!!

2010-03-29T11:04:00.003+08:00

My parents are finally back from overseas! Happy happy! Cos i wont have to work so hard already to keep the house clean, cook and be domesticated. whahahaha!! =p

While waiting for their arrival, we decorated the wall with a welcome sign! hehehe.

On top of that, when they came home, we had a made video and sparkling juice waiting to CHEERS! to safe arrival back home. hahaha!! This is what we do when we get bored and parents sick. lol.

Till my next post!

2010-03-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody :)

Today i attended the Prime Ministers Forum with Reach Contributors. As a junior reach ambassador, today marked our last day, after 2 years of involvement. I've been through many dialogues, as a speaker too. I'm very honored to be a JRA. :D Cheers to graduation!

In this forum, we touched on many many issues from income inequality, to people using govt to make profits, to whether there are enough schemes available for the needy, how about illiterate? to what the govt hopes to see in people and advice he gives them, to whether the younger Singaporeans are kind hearted enough to help the elderly when they see them on road carrying heavy stuff, or whether they are not feeling feel.

Food for thought: If everyone plays their active part, doing their jobs well and not taking advantage of situation, taking care of their children, and bringing out their best and be independent. The govt will on the other hand do their own part. Then, Singapore today, would be a better place for one and all.

It was a really really interesting dialogue session, i enjoyed myself there. Many different types of people were there. health care people, counsellors, us JRAs, media & reporters, and people from many walks of life. Wide range.

Today, i represented ITE college west in taking the award. Well done everyone. Cheers to more engaging dialogue sessions and seeing more people being involved to make a greater change in the modern world society!

2010-03-26T20:21:00.002+08:00

Didnt manage to read the newpaper or straits times today because i went down late. however, read the yahoo news and probably the one i remember is about the universal studio rollercoaster ride being shut down for the meantime.

Hmm i think its quite similar as the singapore flyer in the beginning too when it had problems. But its good its found out early and they were tactful and responsible in responding to situation if not many would be hurt.

Then again, its just my own point of view. Don't wanna sound Econy here.

Bro is still sick, but hope he gets well, cos he's stopping me from doing the things i want at the wrong time. Sigh. Get well soon pls!

2010-03-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

To make this blog more "active", i shall make it a point to read the newspapers everyday and post up my thoughts on at least 1 or more stories.

At least i'll have something to look forward to everyday and i'll be updated with the news. yosh! determination nat.

2010-03-25T15:31:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! Its been a while since i updated my blog.

So here goes. My results are out and i did fairly okay. not fantastic but at least i passed all subjects which I'm happy. Nowadays i try to let go whenever i don't reach my expectations because it doesn't help me even if i harp on it.

Thus, i try to do my best every time. :)

I have also chosen my timetable for the coming new semester. I'll be yr 2 then. How time flies.. 1 year has since passed and I'm wondering if i ever did anything constructive.

Me and my group will be in the same class with other people and i hope to see a more peaceful class rather than noisy class if not i wouldn't be able to concentrate. BUT i would not rule out the fact that we'll as a class, be able to have fun together ((:

Cheers!!

I'm so proud of myself today cos i have been reading the newspaper for 1hr and then to yahoo news to keep myself updated. I wonder what has gotten into me that I'm so into news now. Must be after effect of not doing well for MIEC that i decided i must improve. HAHA!! Oh wells, it will prove a good habit for me ;)

Parents have gone to Bali today and will be back on the 29th in the early wee hrs of the day. Might pick them up if big bro is free to drive us to changi airport cos there wont be transportation except taxi unless i stay over there. I hope they have a whale of a time and i hope that this 4Days trip will be meaningful too. :)

Happy holidays again everyone! Till my next post. :D

2010-03-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

HELLO~~~

I finally decided to blog after like the longest time!

Been so busy with school projects, assignment deadlines, presentations and final exams that i didnt have time to update this blog.

NOT exactly the blogger material type la. haha.

So its finally LIKE FINALLYY real holidays without working on projects. Wee!!! Long awaited and i deserve the holidays after working and slogging so damn hard for this semester. haha.

so whatever comes out for results on 19 march i know that i did my best, and that is what matters the most. YAY.

7 weeks of holidays! i must do something meaningful for myself and on top of that. PLAY HARD and have lots and lots of fun! If not i will regret it man.. hahaha. =p

OK everyone happy holidays!! Till my next update! =)

2010-01-02T19:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
WELCOME 2010!

1 Year has passed, quite fast actually. I've learnt alot this whole year, and have had all kinds of emotions passing through me back and forth.

But it has all been good, i survived yet another year. I achieved a lot this year in ITE, did pretty well in poly. Much more to come, much more work to be done for myself.

I hope that I'll be able to achieve my new year resolutions this year. I have started on my resolution, but i hope that i have the determination to make it last. Because im always very fickle. haha.

Thanks to everyone who have brought a smile to my face, and i'm grateful for all the experiences i've gotten in year 2009. =)

I love everyone! =D

CHEERS!

2009-12-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

YAY!! Common Tests are finally. Yahoo!! YAY for Von and Sha too! hehehe.

=D Holidays are only for two pathetic weeks though, piled up with lots of project to do. boohooo.

Anyhow, i'm gonna make sure i make my holidays enjoyable with my dear friends! =D

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

More about my birthday celebration! Super happy. hehe.

Firstly, thanks for all the many many wishes that came on msn, facebook and on sms. Really appreciate each and everyone of them.

On my birthday, i had an MIEC Common Test paper, i think i did okay. :) After that, i went out with my darlings to the Zoo~!

Any of you think that its lame to visit zoo, no it isnt okay. I had a hell of a time out there!! HAHA! My favourite section was the reptile section!! MUAHAHAHA! =D

Thank you QSD, Von and Nurfa for the very very wonderful day! ((:

2009-11-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!

Many many days have passed.

To keep it short, there were alot of mixed feelings around my life the past few weeks. But it has all thought me some important lessons.

Not everyone thinks like us.
Not everyone acts like us.
Not everyone dresses like us.
Not everyone eats or drinks like us.
And the list goes on.....

Everyone is different, they live life differently, have their own thoughts and perceptions of things.

An example would be : When i point to a tree and ask them what they see. They tell me its a tree.. But other people would say, they see "life".

Anyhow, im sure many of us have already gone through many many trials, made many wrong choices and learnt. I have. Thus, i'm learning to see from another perspective and be more flexible just like i learnt in a drama.

There are no stupid people, only lazy people.

Have a great week everyone!! ((:

Stay smiley! CHEERS!

2009-10-29T20:56:00.002+08:00

Semester 2 has since starts close to about 2 weeks ago, and everything i'm learning now is definitely going to have an impact in my life or in the future, one way or another.

These few days has been very trying for me. There's so many things that have not gone my way, or something doesn't work out for me, or i'm just plain dumb.

Oh wells, hopefully the rest of the next few torturous weeks to come would be good and that i'll be able to catch up.

-brains not working because i'm sotong depriveddddd...- :(

Also find that i'm easily affected by people which i hate the most about myself. Why am i such an emotional person. Sometimes i wish people would understand me.. Someone, just someone.

2009-10-01T22:24:00.003+08:00

Howdy! :)

I've been asked to update my blog but i just don't know what to update about. :(

Hmm okay.. I'm sunburned and am feeling very uneasy now.

I'm currently officially very very sad :(

I'm dedicating this post to Lao Da!

Lao Da, i don't like you for leaving for 6 months. You have any idea that it's a freaking freaking long timee!! =( I'm gonna miss you hell loads. I feel like crying. But i know you have to go, and be independent and start a career for yourself, make ur family proud. :(

Who's gonna take over Lao Da's position in the company like that you leave. Boohoohoo.

Must take good care of yourself okay! I won't forgive you if you come back in a bad condition ah. Come back and show me how much you have changed ok? =)

We are all gonna miss you!!! I dunno what else to say, but only to wish you all the very best in your endeavours. Call or email back often to keep in touch ok? Its a MUST ah, and update ur blog regularly. ((:

Hugs Love you!!! =D

2009-09-23T23:01:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY ALMA LIM!

My smallest brother is a grown up now. hehe..

here are some pics. =)

Birthday boy! (:

The cakeee.

The 'spongebob' fans! haha.

Abit blur. The happy birthday boy smiling. =)

Me, Mum and brothers (:

Brothers and dad clowns with their cream. (:

Alma with his cream therapy. lol.

The culprit trying to look funny, applying cream to his face to make himself look funnier. haha!

2009-09-22T21:56:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY EILEEN JIEJIE!

I LOVE YOU!

I'm really happy that you kept in touch with me and that we were able to talk on MSN for very long today! I miss you so so much Jie! On this day, i wish that you will always be happy everyday and that wherever you are, you must stay strong ok? Life has its tough roads, work may be tough, but don't give up because it makes you stronger. Hang in there Jie, I'm always here for you! =D

WISHING YOU EVERYTHING HAPPY AND THAT GOD WILL PROTECT YOU FROM FALLING SICK AGAIN =D

LOVE YOU!! (:

2009-09-21T12:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY QSDL!! ((:

SO MANY WISHES

SO MANY SMILES

TOO MANY MEMORIES

TOO FEW WORDS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM MY HEART

'COS THAT'S WHERE ALL GREAT WISHES START =D

I LOVE YOU QSDL (:

2009-09-20T00:30:00.001+08:00

Wishing all Muslims,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

May you have a very blessed and happy happy day.

Enjoy yourselves! :)

2009-09-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

Wow blogger's finally back to normal huh. Or was it only today. *shrugs*

My exam results are out and i must say i did better than i had expected. But grades can still be improved cos its not a perfect gpa. (:

Would like to thank teachers and all my friends for being there for me through this difficult period. Its been very trying, and difficult to adapt to poly life. Fortunately, it isnt so bad after all. One semester has finally passed (i wouldnt say within a blink of an eye) haha 'cos it wasnt. lol!

So anyways, i'm really grateful that i've come so far and definitely will not give up this journey in life. I want to keep learning and learning and learning. Of cos, along the way contributing to the community when i can.

Cheers everyone! Happy holidays! (:

2009-09-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

Back from Chalet!

Chalet was okay. I hate the bed there. Hard bed, hard pillows. I dun like. Nothing feels better than being at home if my comfort zone. :)

Day 1: Checked in at about 4pm. The room was small. Unpacked stuff, went out for dinner and then went to explore e-hub. Went back and played monopoly and head-bands with my family. =D The first day was horrible because when i was trying to sleep, i couldn't. I kept sneezing and blowing my nose. Woke up time and again time and again to go to the toilet cos i had stomachache. On the 5th time, i decided to stay in the toilet for 1/2 hour till i was done. lol.

Day 2: Woke up at 9plus. Intended to wake up at 8 to swim with my small brothers but failed cos i didnt have a good night's rest. Stayed in the chalet laid around till it was time to go buy bbq stuffs. We went to bbq wholesale centre and then to sheng siong to get seafood. Ooo. was fun and i was excited to eat eat and indulge in prawns. haha!

BBQ was prepared at about 530pm. Ate until about 9pm. Slowly of cos. haha. My fav is still the sweet butter corn. Not prawns. but corn. haha.

I enjoyed myself. Ryan and Alma brought their friends. Their friends were handsome boys. 0.o

Day 3: Time to check out! Packed and packed. Returned the bbq pit, i went swimming in the morning with Ryan. It felt reallyyy good! I've not been in a swimming pool for like the longest longest time already. Felt surprised when Ryan's knowledge of swimming styles were more better than mine. LOL. Afterall, i only have a bronze certificate. haha. He has probably reached the Gold certificate from week to week swimming. All i know is breaststroke. man! ive gotta do something about this. =) After checking out, we went for breakfast at downtown east. Ate my ban mian. It was goodd. =D Reached home at about 12plus after a long ride.

Slept till 3plus. haha.

Enjoyed my chalet, though it could have been better =)

2009-09-02T10:16:00.000+08:00

Morning everyone.

I went out with Godma yesterday, to have lunch and movie. Very happy! =D

On my way back, i saw cheryl, another happy encounter. She was my senior in Sec School military band. Its been a while since we met. Man! She's not changed one bit. haha.

Yesterday, i was so tiredat night i couldn't wake up though i set my alarm clock to 11pm. Sigh.

Sorry Aisyah for not coming online. I tried.
Sorry QSDL for not coming online. Happy 3rd working day =D
Sorry mummy i told you i'll talk to you at 11pm yesterday night but ended sleeping like a log.

Gomenasai!

2009-08-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

YAY exams are finally over!!

4 consecutive days of exams, module after module were a killer. Don't know if it increased my knowledge, but one thing's for sure. I had a hell lot to study for all those. =/

Anyway, glad its over and its holidays now, so HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! Its the end of a new semester! I'm gonna spend the time hopefully "losing" weight, and start learning jap, visiting libraries and such before term starts! =p

I've gotta catch up with my buddies already man. AND movies too!! I feel so deprived of movies! =(

I miss my clique already. Lets catch up soon ok?! Love you guys. :)

Ever since coming to poly, i feel like my life's been messed up, a high level of learning, adaptation was difficult.

But my groupmates are great people who make life much more fun and joyful! The moments we shared, priceless. Thanks Aisyah, Wawa and MJ for making my life joyful even when stressful. No more titles weighing us down, its just free free and freee. =D

What else should i talk about.. Hmm..
Laterly i've been addicted on this jap drama called Buzzer beat. Its like a basketball plus romance show. Alot of different characters u see in a person. Betrayal, refusing to face up to reality, pride, simplicity, complications and such. Made me cry everytime, every episode. -.O Im that emotional. Geez.

I always wonder why i dont cry when my parents "feeel" movies, and when they don't, i'll cryyy over that part. lol.

Anyways, im gonna end here. Till my next post!!

Stay happy! (:

2009-08-15T21:07:00.001+08:00

I love this song. Its meaningful, inspirational and motivates me.
Just in time cause exams are around the corner.
Hope this song motivates u too! (:

Miley Cyrus - The climb

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you’re going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

2009-08-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

Ahhh getting mentally drained day by day!

I know i must and have to catch up! Cmon Cmon Cmon. u can do it nat!

I want to go farfarfarfar awayyyyyyyyyyyyy for a break.

There's just sooo much for me to absorb that i'm about to EXPLODE! I wished i was smarter :(

2009-08-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

I've been battling this whole week! Tiring, emotionally and physically draining.

There were alot of datelines held this week. So glad its all over!

Whats left is dss test and presentation, law presentation and then its exams!

Have to start mugging already. All i did this weekend was chionging the tutorials and the exam papers.

Hmm.. Last friday i went out with my clique! We had fun. Good food! Ice lolly! Candy empire and just chilling out was what we really needed. =)

Today im happy too because i chatted with my guardian angel for quite a bit! YAY! Press on okay guardian angel. ((:

Just a short post to end the week and to invite a new week to me!! Bring it on! I wont be beaten down by you. =)

Have a great week ahead everyone!

2009-07-25T17:59:00.001+08:00

I want to pass everyday knowing that i tried my best to keep our friendship alive, which apparantly is not the case. I did my best, failure is the outcome but i guess it doesn't matter. As long as you are happy with who you are, and you have support everywhere you go, i'd be happy staying from afar knowing you are doing fine.

2009-07-23T18:31:00.003+08:00

Hey, Mum sent me this very funny video and i thought i shared it with you guys.

To my group, we've watched this in BMGT lesson too. haha.

2009-07-22T18:36:00.005+08:00

Received an sms from ITE today saying i received the LKY Scholarship and asking me for advice to ite juniors or NT students.

The person who introduced herself so funny. Say that she's the person that said i had a fan club. hahaha. I straightaway knew who she is. =p

Was quite emo in the morning. I seriously didnt know why. I just felt so so sian and i didnt have anything to do. Maybe because i had tummyache and i didnt have anything for breakfast.

I really really dont like one of my classmates hairstyles. So ugly! Yuck. I get irritated when i see guys with messy hairstyles. Don't they have any tidyness. tsktsk.

Thank you to my group members for putting up with me everytime whenever im in a bad mood or very sian.

Wawa says i get sad over the slightest and tiniest things. lol. try to change okay. ((:

2009-07-21T20:39:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone.

Had MAEC test today. it was okay though i think i had a mistake. But oh wells, its over anyways. (:

My laptop is down for the second time. -.-" Its only 3 months old. what a bother. And it didnt even drop once. zzz.

So anyway, hope all of you are doing fine in school or in work and that you are in the best of health.

Godma get well soon! i miss you alot.

2009-07-17T22:21:00.001+08:00

Enjoyed my day with MJ today. Thank you.
Needed to destress from all that work and so did she.

=(=(=(=(

2009-07-16T21:57:00.003+08:00

Hey yet another post.

Another day has past. Today i felt -.-" My attitude suck, day suck, everything sucked. But there were happy moments lah, i pulled myself up. Okay its a whatever post.

Moodless today. =(

Anyways, on a happier note. No LMS tomorrow! YES!

My laptop is repaired!! YAY! So happy its back in my arms now.. Catching up with it now. hahaha.

Bye everyone.

2009-07-15T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. Yet another post today.

Quite a fulfilling day for me and my group today.

We managed to finish quite abit for DSS and input some of the important formulas. After school we spent time doing business management and i was practically cranky because i had lack of cold water. lol. so anyways. Management project is almost done i guess. Just need to us Mrs Charan Kaur some questions tmr, make changes and YAY we can proceed on to PPT. Phew.

When this 2 are done. It will be a whole load of my mind and den i can officially work on the final exams for the term.

Today countless times, This question popped up in my mind "am i so difficult to understand?"

Yup, go figure out why okay. =) Its one of those really low days where i just get overly sensitive. I know whats going on, i just choose to avoid it. Turtle style. :(

2009-07-14T22:30:00.003+08:00

Hey guys. i know i haven't been blogging for a long time already. Just so busy trying to catch up in school. one after another, and it will stay like that for 3 years. Catching every breath i can to make sure i stay on track in school and not fall behind.

Thus, for those studying, always be one step ahead ok? (: it will do you good.

So anyway, just some updates.

Results for common test were so so. Didn't fail any, but didn't pass with flying colors either. Tried my best, not good enough. I'll try harder for the next one. Only that i'll find difficulties trying to meet up with people's standards of me. Since they think i'm one smart girl who Aces her studies. Its definitely not happening right now.

Thanks to Sha. She says to think from this point of view. If you do very well you have very little room for improvement. (: i just have to give nothing but the best in everything i do, because at the end of the day, its all about what i learnt, how i grew.

Today, i went for the LKY-STEP and TESS interview. Was held at ITE HQ and there were 42 people involved. Interview was done in groups, with different batches. My interview was done with Haidhar, and 2 other girls.

My conclusion is. I did really lousy cos there's limits to what i can say and i don't like it! i felt i could have done better if they asked me more questions. But oh well, its over anyways. Disappointing.

Oh yah. Do u guys know that i get really irritated when people have lack of discipline. Tsk! Its basic knowledge that u keep quiet when lecturers are talking! People were playing Dota, eating tako yaki behind their laptops and chatting away!! tsk tsk. This makes me really really sian too..

Oh and i was practically dozing off in Law lecture today. Although the law lecturer was talking loudly, it just didn't matter cos i was tired and bored. lol. Fortunately! Aisyah had DBSK songs to keep me staying awake. hahaha so yes i was half paying attention, half entertaining my boredom. =)

Okay.. I really want to Yak about this person and ask for your opinion on wad i should do okay. answer this question in LAC format okay. LOL aisyah is best at this. LAC means explaining Legal principles, Application and den Conclusion. hahaha. okay crap. moving ahead.

I have a classmate who is in my group for projects but she has a bad attitude towards learning and towards getting things done. Though i won't say i hate her, my group just can't clique with her. Whenever we have breaks, she follows us, but we don't really talk to her because we don't have a common topic. the only sentence we say is "***, go and buy your lunch."

I guess in past 2 weeks she realizes that we just don't feel comfortable with her being around, and she moves on to other groups. But the problem is people don't like her being around them too. People always ask me and my group. "Hey what happened to *** and your group ah. Why she suddenly join our group. She always disturbs us when we doing project you know."

In the case, it means something is wrong with her right? Why do people dislike her so much? Some reflection should be done in my opinion.

I feel that its not really entirely our group's fault. What do you guys think? I feel sorry for her sometimes cos if we were in her shoes, and we feel like that. Very lonely.

I dun wanna write so much about her becos its wrong. I'm just kinda venting out my feelings cos I've been keeping it inside me for like so long and my group does not know how to approach the situation. (:

So anyways. Enjoy your week and if you managed to read all the way. Kudos to u! =D

2009-07-02T20:25:00.004+08:00

I teared during Business Management lecture today. But i hope no one saw. Dun think my friends saw too. Was trying to hold back my tears.

I just feel really really lousy. In all ways. =(

You know, i miss my friend Anne. We got to know each other in NITEC Tourism, but she wasn't my classmate. In HIGHER NITEC she went to Bishan ITE to study Events Management, we were not close.

In was a coincidence that we were chosen to go to Australia, Melbourne for the exchange programme and we were roommates! We did everything together. Go out, go school, buy groceries, and we really cared for each other. So worried for her because she always never see traffic light one. lol.

During our 3 weeks exchange programme, there was a time where we had a silly misunderstanding and i cried because i cared so much about her, and she was angry with a guy she was kinda reactive lah.

In just 3 weeks, i would cry over our friendship u know. How silly. I miss her alot alot. :(

I miss you Anne and i hope u are doing fine in the course u are at now. Don't stress okay. Just do ur best. (:

Same goes for me too.. These few days i've not been acting myself. Putting on a strong front when im not. I hope i'll get through this.

2009-06-16T23:26:00.004+08:00

Today was the 3 Colleges Graduation Award Ceremony. (: where awards like COM, Course medal and Outstanding graduates awards were given.

It is the last award ceremony that i will be attending with ITE. hehe.

Im grateful for the many many opportunities that ITE has given mee, and for grooming me into who i am now. I could nvr ask for more. (:

I will always rmb ITE for changing me. My stepping stone to success (:

Here are some photos taken today. Credits by Teresa ((:

Me and my very own FORM teacher!

Mrs Tay and Me. (:

Me and Faris, Former President of Student Council, BB ITE.

Me, Teresa and Sue! (:

Me and Rasyid! =D

Me and Teresa! (:

Me, Handsome rasyid and Sue! =D

Me, Sexy Crystal and Teresa!

Me, Faris, and Zurais, 3 presidents! (:

The SC Gang! (:

Finally, my parents! who supported me through all this while ((: Love you!

Thank you all who have helped me in one way or another in all the successes i've gotten. =D

2009-06-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

Harlowwww =D

So. I need not tell u that my blog's rusting up cos you can see that. haha.

So here's like a less wordy, more pictures update (:

On Saturday, i went out with QSDL!

All that we did and ate on that day was gooooooooooooooood stuff! =)

First, we had lunch at Seoul Garden, followed by a movie (Monsters vs Aliens 3D), den! we went to Max Brenner to eat GOOOOOOD chocolate! Contented, so contented. haha! Finally, we watched the Yuri Bashmet and Mascow String Group perform! i tell you, it was one hell of a performance! i liked it. ALOTTTTTTT. and so did Sha. First time experience ((:

Overall, i enjoyed myself super duper loads and had a supperrrr great time! Thanks Sha for this wonderful day! (:

2009-05-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

Heyy. Second post. (:

This week is e-learning week. That means... NO tutorials and lectures for the week. In short, independent learning.

So anyway, i went out today with Shi Hui, Zhong Yi, and Kwang Sheng, my secondary school classmates.

We went to watch Night at the Museum 2. You guys should watch it. Its really really good. Especially when u really need a good laugh. It helps! (:

had a great time with them today. thankyou guys!

To KS: All the best to army ya? Dont be sad. Its a good thing. Im sure you'll gain alot from the army experience. (: JIAYOU.

2009-05-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, sorry for not blogging like for the past 3 weeks? Or maybe close to a month. Been busy catching up with studies lately, and im still catching up. Exams are like in 2 weeks and no, im not prepared. But am trying my best. Presentations here and there, group project driving me up my wall.

But i'll persevere. Because i promised myself.

So anyways, here are some photos that was taken during graduation, and of cos, me as the valedictorian. lol. So enjoy. =D

Speech by me.

Me again with the ppt.

Me with Mr Neo, section head.

Me and WaWa. =)

Me, Denis and Wawa.

Denis, Wawa, me and Farah. =p

Mrs Tay, Mrs Yeo, Me, Mrs Lui, and Denis.

Me, Dr Yek (principal), and Denis.

Guardian Angel, Denis, and Me.

2009-05-01T15:35:00.006+08:00

Hello Everyone.

Updates of week 2!

Before i start.

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!! ((:

Just a joke to share with you.

Today is labour day, so dad sent an sms to all his friends to "push" harder today.
Do u get the joke?
I hope u get it. haha!

Okay, so moving on to the boring stuffs.

2nd week of school has just ended.
Still surviving and not giving up. (:

I've been consistently early this week, so proud of myself,
unlike last week.
late for 2 days!

But anyways, i've got to start working harder.
5 times moreeee..
Everyday after lessons, i shall limit onlining time AND replace the rest with studies,
doing tutorials and revision. =)

On a sidenote:

I got shortlisted for the second interview for the Top 3 awards in ITE,
and my final interview would be on the 18 May,
the day i will be having POA test, i dunno what to do.. =(

I received the CCA Medal Award too.

Please don't ask me why i've gotten so many awards.
I honestly think i've been given too much and i should be happy.

Godma says its not wrong to have many awards because
i achieved it with my own capabilities,
and i should continue working harder.

Also, to me.. Awards are just bonuses.
The number of awards i get does NOT determine the success i will have.
Its the amount of effort i put in, that benefits.

Apart from all this.
QSDL sent me a few songs.
THANK YOU.
I like this one cos its meaningful.
So i'm gonna post the lyrics on this blog.

Its called "Born to try - Delta Goodrem"

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Doing everything that I believe in

Going by the rules that I've been taught

More understanding of what's around me

And protected from the walls of love

All that you see is me

And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

I've learned to love

Be understanding

And believe in life

But you've got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

No point in talking what you should have been

And regretting the things that went on

Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate

Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture

And all that you see is me

And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

I've learned to love

Be understanding

And believe in life

But you've got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

All that you see is me

All I truly believe

All that you see is me

And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

I've learned to love

Be understanding

And believe in life

But you've got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

But you've got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

2009-04-25T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys (:

First week of school has just ended.

3 sentences to describe:

- Stress
- Interesting
- Too much to contain.

LOL.

Happy that I'm in the same class with some of my friends, lectures have been interesting, yet sometimes difficult to decipher what the lecturer is trying to say, or rather am i just too dumb to understand these modules?

Modules im taking are:

- Business Law
- Business Management
- Life Management Skills
- Macroeconomics
- Principles of Accounting
- Decision Supp Spreadsheets

6 Modules in total.

Anyway, now that i am in NP, i shall stop complaining and start spending my time wisely. Start working hard! (:

Have a great weekend everyone!

-Confused-

2009-04-24T17:41:00.001+08:00

Welcome to my new blog! (:

Posts will be updated on weekends cos im just too tired to do anything now.

Tata!

2009-03-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

hey hey hello!!

Hello everyone!

I know i promised to update after my trip! But.. im unable to load to pictures to my computer now because! my dad misplaced his usb for the camera. lol. so i can't upload it till i like buy a new one or something.. sorry for the inconvenience caused. I will tell u about my trip though. =)

Its quite strange to go on a package tour to Indonesia because. Me and my mum were the only 2 Singaporeans on that tour accompanied by like 8 Filipino's! haha. But yeah, mum was friendly to all of them. Of which there was a couple who owns 4 businesses in Philippines and a family who owns a jewellery and funeral services business and is well known in Philippines.

So anyway, the places we visited was the Kueh Lapis Shop, 2 temples of which 1 is the Twa Pei Kong temple which is the biggest temple in Indonesia and another temple supposedly visited by people who wants good grades in their studies. We also visited the Polo Ralph Lauren shop (original not fake) and i didn't buy anything there. so expensive! Mum bought a shirt and she said she bought it for the sake of buying because we couldn't go outside as there were alot of people waiting to sell their goods there and they are very persistent so we chose to stay inside till it was time to go. LOL.

Apart from that, we went to have lunch at the GOLDEN PRAWNS seafood restaurant. Noticed i caps the word "Golden Prawns" because its really a joke the size they gave us. When i hear those words, i thought oh! i love prawns. big ones. What came out for us to eat was freaking pathetic! so small! smaller than the ones u would buy from the market. reallyy.. no joke.. Total disappointment for a prawn lover like me. lOL..

The other dishes were okay, not fantastic but i guess value for money lah. There were sambal kangkong, fried squid, fish, salted vegetable soup, and curry crab and one more dish, cant rmb what its called but its seashells or is it snails? lol.

After lunch, we went to watch a cultural show, and then we went to the dry foods store and den 2 shopping centres before heading back to Singapore.

I went to A&W too! its been so long since A&W was gone. haha. I miss the root beer float. =) Great!

What else, so basically those were the places i went to, took the early ferry back home. :) The whole trip wasn't that great, nothing much in Indonesia but its the company that counts right? (: Had a fun time with mum.

Dad fetched us, we went to dinner and back home, so that was our day. Long day! :)

Pictures will be up when i get hold of a USB. =)