*Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Hey guys. i know i haven't been blogging for a long time already. Just so busy trying to catch up in school. one after another, and it will stay like that for 3 years. Catching every breath i can to make sure i stay on track in school and not fall behind.
Thus, for those studying, always be one step ahead ok? (: it will do you good.
So anyway, just some updates.
Results for common test were so so. Didn't fail any, but didn't pass with flying colors either. Tried my best, not good enough. I'll try harder for the next one. Only that i'll find difficulties trying to meet up with people's standards of me. Since they think i'm one smart girl who Aces her studies. Its definitely not happening right now.
Thanks to Sha. She says to think from this point of view. If you do very well you have very little room for improvement. (: i just have to give nothing but the best in everything i do, because at the end of the day, its all about what i learnt, how i grew.
Today, i went for the LKY-STEP and TESS interview. Was held at ITE HQ and there were 42 people involved. Interview was done in groups, with different batches. My interview was done with Haidhar, and 2 other girls.
My conclusion is. I did really lousy cos there's limits to what i can say and i don't like it! i felt i could have done better if they asked me more questions. But oh well, its over anyways. Disappointing.
Oh yah. Do u guys know that i get really irritated when people have lack of discipline. Tsk! Its basic knowledge that u keep quiet when lecturers are talking! People were playing Dota, eating tako yaki behind their laptops and chatting away!! tsk tsk. This makes me really really sian too..
Oh and i was practically dozing off in Law lecture today. Although the law lecturer was talking loudly, it just didn't matter cos i was tired and bored. lol. Fortunately! Aisyah had DBSK songs to keep me staying awake. hahaha so yes i was half paying attention, half entertaining my boredom. =)
Okay.. I really want to Yak about this person and ask for your opinion on wad i should do okay. answer this question in LAC format okay. LOL aisyah is best at this.
LAC means explaining Legal principles, Application and den Conclusion. hahaha. okay crap. moving ahead.I have a classmate who is in my group for projects but she has a bad attitude towards learning and towards getting things done. Though i won't say i hate her, my group just can't clique with her. Whenever we have breaks, she follows us, but we don't really talk to her because we don't have a common topic. the only sentence we say is "***, go and buy your lunch."
I guess in past 2 weeks she realizes that we just don't feel comfortable with her being around, and she moves on to other groups. But the problem is people don't like her being around them too. People always ask me and my group. "Hey what happened to *** and your group ah. Why she suddenly join our group. She always disturbs us when we doing project you know."
In the case, it means something is wrong with her right? Why do people dislike her so much? Some reflection should be done in my opinion.
I feel that its not really entirely our group's fault. What do you guys think? I feel sorry for her sometimes cos if we were in her shoes, and we feel like that. Very lonely.
I dun wanna write so much about her becos its wrong. I'm just kinda venting out my feelings cos I've been keeping it inside me for like so long and my group does not know how to approach the situation. (:
So anyways. Enjoy your week and if you managed to read all the way. Kudos to u! =D
and thats how the tale goes..
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